YEAR-END RECAP (2022)

JANUARY
  • January 1 - Nagsuot ako ng pink for New Year.
  • Nag-start ako mag-selfie everyday for the rest of the year
  • Nagkasakit kami nito dahil sa Delta Variant yata or Omicron. Buong Pilipinas yata ay nagkasakit

FEBRUARY
  • Grade 12 pa rin ako pala nito. 
  • February 10 - Birthday ni Mama.
  • Bitch na Peke Challenge by Toni Fowler.
  • Performance Task sa Christian Formation na Saint-Look-a-Like ang ginawa ko si St. Dominic Savio then nagpalit ako kasi medyo haggard mga kuha ko doon. Ang pinilit ko si San Jose Sanchez Del Rio na simple lang 'yung look naka-white long sleeve at naka-maong pants.
  • Brainstorming para sa Community Plan.

MARCH

  • March 3 - 18th Birthday ko. Legal na ako grabe naman.
  • March 12 - Birthday ni Lhelhe
  • March 14 - Birthday ni Papa
  • Ginawa ko 'yung Geomari Learns para sa isang Integrated na PETA namin. I enjoyed naman doing that so much.
  • Start na rin ng filming namin ng Pansamantagal: The Short Film

APRIL
  • April 2 - 18th Birthday ni Jaja sa McDonalds.
  • Actual filming ng Pansamantagal: The Short Film
  • Nag-shoot kami ng friends/groupmates ko sa Our Lady of the Abandoned Parish
  • Post-production ng Pansamantagal; the Short Film
  • Finale ng Ru Paul's Drag Race S14
  • April 27 -  Birthday ni Mommy
  • Miss Universe Philippines 2022
MAY
  • Pasahan ng Community Engagement Plan
  • May 7 - MAPSA Inter-School Competition - Community Engagement Plan - 2nd Place
  • May 8-  Nanood kami ng sine - Doctor Strange: Multiverse of Madness
  • May 9 - First time voter - Kulay Rosas ang Bukas
  • May 19 Graduation Practice
  • May 21 Baccalaureate Mass
  • May 24 Graduation Practice
  • May 26 - Senior High School Graduation with Honors and Work Immersion Award

JUNE
  •  June 4 - Nag-apply sa FEU-Roosevelt Marikina ng Marketing Management
  • June 9 0 Birthday ni Sean
  • June 12 - Watched Dead Poets Society and I was never the same
  • June 15 - I passed CAEPUP with my first choice AB Broadcasting
  • June 18 - Nanay's Birthday
  • Nagpapicture for 1x1 and kinuha ang Good Moral para isusubmit
  • June 27 - Nagsimba sa Baclaran then dumiretso sa PUP (first time ko) para ipasa 'yung requirements

JULY

  • July 4 - Birthday ni Angie
  • Bakasyon Mode pa
  • Nag-join sa seminar ng Bilog na ang speaker ay from Rappler
  • Sumali sa group chat ng BABR Freshies

AUGUST
  • Start na ng klase nila and bakasyon pa rin ako
  • Umuwi si Daddy galing abroad
  • August 19 - Birthday ni Daddy
  • Our Yesterdays Escape
  • August 30 - Nagkita kami ulit ng Elementary BFF ko after 7 years

SEPTEMBER
  • September 1  - Birthday ni Mama Aning
  • September 2 - Celebration
  • September 10 - Alis ni Daddy
  • Bakasyon pa rin kamis
  • "Titikman" Meme
  • Bilog's Industriya Webinar -  Jeff Canoy, MJ Felipe, Antoinette Jadaone, Jon Moll, and Mikhail Red
  • Wala ako sa listahan ng section kaya nagpunta kami sa PUP and na-overlook lang daw pero enrolled ako
  • September 29 - Nagkita kami ng Elementary friends ko galing siya Amerika


OCTOBER
  • October 10 - Balik-Sinta
  • Start na ng klase at hinanap namin isa-isa ang mga professor na parang infinity stones
  • BABR 1-2D - Artikulados
  • Maraming Freshie Welcome
  • October 21 - Midnight
  • October 22 - Vocation Festival
  • October 22 - Passing Away of my Aunt Tati
  • October 23 - Birthday of Tati
  • October 25 - Burol
  • October 26 - Nilibing na siya 

NOVEMBER
  • November 2 - Bumisita kami sa Sementeryo ng Lolo, Tito, at Tita ko
  • Start na ng mga college requirements
  • November 10 - Nireto ako sa class rep ng ibang block pero fail HAHAHA
  • November 11 - Nagkita kami ni Ara para magchismisan
  • Filming ng Jeproks para sa ICM Midterm Requirement
  • November 20 - Birthday ni Ate at Nonoy

DECEMBER
  • December 1 - Spotify Wrapped (Top Artist - Ariana Grande & Top Song - Gusto Ko Ang Nota)
  • Nagsimba sa Our Lady of Light sa Cainta
  • Mga requirements
  • Nag-simbang gabi ulit after 2 years
  • December 24 - Nagsimba andd Noche Buena
  • December 25 - Pasko
  • December 31 Media Noche


SHOWS, MOVIES, PLAYS, DOCUMENTARIES I HAVE WATCHED 2022 (2022)

🔴TV Shows 

🟠Netflix Series

🟡Reality Competition

🟢Movies

🔵Plays

🟣Documentaries

🟤Short Film



🟢Encanto 🇨🇴

🟢Eternals 🇺🇲

🟢Shang Chi and The Legend of Ten Rings 🇨🇳

🔴The Kangks Show 🇵🇭

🟡SuperModelMe Revolutionary 🇸🇬

🟠All of Us Are Dead 🇰🇷

🟢Deds na Si Lolo 🇵🇭.

🟢Moments of Love 🇵🇭

🟡America's Next Top Model Cycle 20 🇺🇲

🟡America's Next Top Model Cycle 21 🇺🇲

🟡Ru Paul's Drag Race UK VS The World🇬🇧

🟠Kotaro Lives Alone 🇯🇵

🟡Ru Paul's Drag Race UK S2🇬🇧

🔴Attack On Titan S4 P2 🇯🇵

🟠Business Proposal 🇰🇷

🟢A Very Special Love 🇵🇭

🟠Anne with an E 🇨🇦

🟡Ru Paul's Drag Race S14🇺🇲

🟠Anne with an E S2 🇨🇦

🟠Anne with an E S3 🇨🇦

🟠Heartstopper 🇬🇧

🟢Ang Babaeng Allergic sa Wifi 🇵🇭

🔴School 2017 🇰🇷

🟢Doctor Stranger 2: Multiverse of Madness 🇺🇲

🟢Everything Everywhere All At Once🇨🇳

🟠Stranger Things S4 🇺🇲

🟢2 Cool 2 Be 4gotten 🇵🇭

🟢Dead Poets Society 🇺🇲

🟢Spider-man: No Way Home 🇺🇲

🟢Fantastic Beasts: Secrets of Dumbledore 🇬🇧

🟠Umbrella Academy S3 🇺🇲

🔴Spy X Family 🇯🇵

🟢Thor: Love and Thunder 🇺🇲

🔴Remake our Life 🇯🇵

🟡Ru Paul's Drag Race All Stars All Winners 🇺🇲

🟢The Entitled 🇵🇭

🟢Kung Fu Panda 🇺🇲

🟢The Boy In Striped Pajamas 🇬🇧

🟠Mga Kwentong Epik: Maria Makiling 🇵🇭

🟠Julie and the Phantoms 🇺🇲

🟠Never Have I Ever 🇺🇲

🟠Never Have I Ever S2 🇺🇲

🟠Never Have I Ever S3 🇺🇲

🟠Q-Force 🇺🇲

🟡Glow Up S4 🇬🇧

🟡Drag Race Philippines 🇵🇭

🟡Drag Race Philippines Untucked🇵🇭

🔴Erased 🇯🇵

🟢Dollhouse 🇵🇭

🟢20th Century Girl 🇰🇷

🟠Mga Kwentong Epik: Osyana 🇵🇭

🟢Howl's Moving Castle 🇯🇵

🟢Enola Holmes 2 🇬🇧

🟢Corpse Bride 🇺🇲

🟢Spirited Away 🇯🇵

🟢Whisper of the Heart 🇯🇵

🟢From Up on Poppy Hill 🇯🇵

🟡Ru Paul's Drag Race UK S4 🇬🇧

🟠Wednesday 🇺🇲

🟢Lightyear 🇺🇲

🟢The Maze Runner 🇺🇲

🟢Wild Child 🇺🇲

🟠Emily in Paris S3 🇫🇷

🟠Alice in Borderland 🇯🇵

🟠Alice in Borderland S2🇯🇵

🟡Canada's Drag Race: Canada VS The World 🇨🇦


ON GOING

Maria Clara and Ibarra 🇵🇭

Spy X Family Part 2 🇯🇵

My Hero Academia S6 🇯🇵

Drag Den Philippines 🇵🇭



DIWA DIWATA (2022)

[DIWA DIWATA by KasibulanNiMarikit: Salin sa Filipino]

Si Diwa at ang kanyang mga kaklase ay nasa gymnasium ng kanilang paaralan para manood ng pagtatanghal ng mga diwata. Tutok na tutok ang mga mata niya sa entablado.

Nakapangalumbaba siya at bumulong, "Gusto kong maging diwata." Sumasabay siya sa pagkanta at pagsayaw ng mga diwata.

Matapos ang pagtatanghal ay pinauwi na sila ng kanilang guro. Naghihintay naman sa labas ang kanyang nanay para sunduin siya.

Sabay-sabay na lumabas ang mga magkakaklase at tumakbo papunta sa gate.

Isang batang lalaki na kaklase ni Diwa ang lumapit sa nanay nito at sinabi,"Bakla po ba ang anak niyo?Kasi para po siyang babae kumilos." 

Nagulat ang nanay ni Diwa sa hindi inaasahang sinabi ng batang lalaki kaya wala siyang nasabi rito.

Bumalik ulit siya sa ulirat nang marinig niya ang tinig ni Diwa. na bumati sa kanya, "Hello Nay, natuwa ako sa mga pinanood naming diwata kanina."

Pagkauwi nila pumasok si Diwa sa kwarto nila at nag-isip kung ano ang ang kanyang gagamitin para maging diwata. Ang nanay niya ay pumunta sa kusina para magluto.

Tumayo siya sa salamin hawak ang kumot at tuwalya. Tinapis niya ang kumot parang isang bestida. Ang  tuwalya naman ay binalunbon niya sa ulo parang isang mahabang buhok.

Pinalamutian niya ang kanyang ulo at tainga ng bulaklak galing sa plorera nila. Kinuha niya ang lapis at iwinagayway niya itong parang isang wand tulad ng sa mga diwata.

“Diwa, kain na," narinig niyang tawag ng kanyang nanay.

Hindi na siya nakapagbihis pa at nabuksan na ng kanyang nanay ang pinto. Naabutan niya itong nakatapis ng tuwalya, nakabalunbon ang ulo ng tuwalya, at may palamuting bulaklak sa tainga.

“Diwa… napakaganda mo naman," sabi niya sabay lakad papunta kay Diwa at niyakap ito nang mahigpit.

“S-salamat nay," mangiyak-ngiyak na bulong nito sa kanyang nanay.

Pinahiran agad ng kanyang nanay ang kanyang luha.

"Huwag ka na umiyak, mahal na mahal kita, Diwa." sabi niya.

"Nay, gusto ko maging isang diwata kagaya ng nasa school," masiglang sabi niya.

"Sige ngayon ikaw na si Diwa Diwata," nakangiting sabi ng nanay niya.

"Diwa Diwata," masayang sigaw niya habang kumikislap-kislap ang mata nito. Abot-tainga rin ang ngiti ng kanyang nanay. 

“Tutulungan ka ni nanay para ikaw ang maging pinakamaganda at pinakamabait na diwata sa buong mundo," sabi niya sabay halik sa pisngi ni Diwa.

Matapos nilang kumain, magkayakap silang nanood sa telebisyon ng mga diwata.

Nakatulog na sila sa kanilang kinauupuan. Sa panaginip sila ay parehong diwata na lumilipad at nagbabahagi ng mahika sa mga tao.

Nakangiti silang punong-puno ang puso ng tuwa, pag-ibig, pagtanggap, at... mahika.


"Pwede mong abutin ang pangarap mo maging ano at sino ka man."

AUTHOR'S NOTE:
Ang kwentong ito ay aking love letter sa limang taong gulang na ako. Hango ito sa aking karanasan at nais kong ipabatid sa mga kabataan at magulang na makakabasa nito na walang mali sa pagiging isang bakla. Pagtanggap, pagmamahal, at pagsuporta ang dapat natin ipalaganap kalakip ng isang mahigpit na yakap. Nawa'y mahanap natin ito sa ating puso tulad nina diwa at ang kanyang ina.  

PASKO... PASKO... PASKO NA NAMANG MULI (2022)

Ngayong pasko 18 na ako. Matanda na sa mata ng mga tao. Pero naka-receive pa rin ako ng pera. Nakakatuwa. Pero, the more that I age, the more I realize that giving is as fulfilling as receiving. The essence of Christmas is about giving. (A little bit religious) Jesus gave himself to us in Christmas Day. It is His day, but He choose to give us gifts instead. So the value of selflessness is what the Christmas is all about. 

Sa tingin ko kung bakit marami ang nagsasabi na hindi na nila dama ang pasko. Bukod sa feeling main character sila. KIMMY! Hindi naman dapat sa atin nag-re-revolve ang pasko. It should be celebrated with the people with love. If you feel na walang love sa paligid mo. Then my favorite quote from Retreat 2016 was, " If there is no love. Give love. And there will be love." Ikaw mismo ang magpakita ng pagmamahal sa pamilya mo. In ways that you know. Kahit 'di ka showy, it can be in a way na magbonding kayo through decorating, cleaning and cooking.

Pasko... pasko... pasko na namang muli. Panahon na naman ng pagsasabit ng mga palamuti, pagluluto ng masasarap na pagkain, at pagsasama ng mga pamilya. Kaya masaya man tayo o malungkot, ipagdiwang natin ito kasama ang mahal natin.

Maligayang Pasko

KWENTO MO (2022)

 Sa samu't saring kwentong sumulpot at kumalat

Sa dinami-rami ng mga naisulat at isusulat pang mga aklat

Alam mo ba na ang kwento mo ang pinakamahalaga sa lahat?


Ang mga pangarap na ninamnam sa pagpikit

Ang mga kumikislap na bituing sinusungkit

Sa bawat kabanata ang pangarap ay papalapit na nang papalapit


Bawat karanasan - tuwa o panglaw man ang dulot sa atin

Ang pagpapatuloy sa buhay ay huwag kalilimutan

Dahil ang simula ay kasing halaga rin ng hangganan

PATIBONG (2022)

Tinahak ko ng mag-isa at mabagal ang usad

Ang isang masukal at peligrosong gubat

Walang liwanag ng araw o buwan ang maaninag

'Di mo namamalayang nahulog ka na pala sa bitag


Sa madlang pagsigaw at pagbitaw

Ng salitang walang pag-ibig

Sa walang habas na pagsipa at paghila

Ng buto't lamang nanginginig


Nahuli ka na sa pusod ng kagubatan

Nahulog sa patibong na pinag-isipan

Makakatakas pa kaya rito o dito na aabutan ng pagputi ng mata

Makakalaya pa kaya rito o dito na aabutan ng leong sugapa

SALO (2022)

 Sila ang dumadayo 

Sa lugar na malalayo

Pero ikaw ang tagasalo

Ng mahihigpit nilang pamalo


Ikaw ang iniwan

Sa dami ng kasalanan 

Ang puno't dahilan

Kawalan ng puso't kalooban


Kailan magtatagpo ang ikaw at ako?

Sa mundong bingi sa aking saklolo

Saan hahantong ang iniwan at dumayo?

Sa daanan bang ang sakitan ay walang hinto

ISKOWENTO: Freshman Midterm Experience sa Sintang Paaralan (2022)

  Ito ang courses namin sa Bachelor of Arts in Broadcasting sa Sintang Paaralan:

  • COMM 001 - Introduction to Communication and Media (ICM)
  • GEED 001 - Understanding the Self (UTS)
  • GEED 002 - Readings in Philippine History (RPH)
  • GEED 003 - The Contemporary World (TCW)
  • GEED 004 - Mathematics in the Modern World (MMW)
  • GEED 032 - Filipinolohiya at Pambansang Kaunlaran (FPK)
  • PATHFIT 001 - Physical Activity Towards Health and Fitness 1 (PATHFIT 1)
  • CWTS 001 - Civil Welfare Training Service 1 (CWTS 1)

Sa amin natapat ang panibagong curriculum dahil Ika-isandaang anibersaryo ng Broadcasting sa Pilipinas. Isang makasaysayang pangyayari ang natapat sa unang taon ng aming pag-aaral sa kolehiyo. Kaya't nakaatang sa aming mabigat na responsibilidad na ipaglaban ang malayang pamamahayag. 

Ang paborito kong courses so far ay ICM at UTS. Napaka-interesting ng mga pinag-uusapan at ang paraan ng pagtuturo sa amin. Sa iba  no comment na lang. Sa evaluation na lang tayo magkita. HUY! 

ICM. Sa ICM ang interesting ng Midterm Requirement at Final Requirement namin. Sa Midterm pinagawa kami ng isang fun fact na video na may limit na 1 minute to 1 minute, 20 seconds. Magsisimula dapat ang video sa "Alam mo ba...". Ang napili naming paksa ng aking mga kagrupo ay ang pagsisimula ng kulay sa telebisyon. Retro ang tema ng aming video para cool. Mala-5&Up at Sineskwela ang atake namin. Sa Final Requirement naman pinagawa kami ng Analysis Paper about Media Use and Consumption. Interesting but quite rigorous.

CAREER TALK. Sa ICM pa rin mayroon kaming Career Talk na nakakatuwa. Ang unang guest ni Ma'am ay alumni ng PUP na pareho namin ng program. Nagtatrabaho siya sa Air Asia ngayon bilang External Communications OIC (as far as I remember). Nagbahagi siya ng kaalaman niya hinggil sa Public Relations. Iyan din ang paksang tinatalakay namin sa last session namin. Napakaraming natutunan mula sa buhay sa industriya ng media (sa print at radio) at sa buhay pamatay-sunog ng mga public relations officers. Ang isa naman ay production manager ng sikat na magazine program na Kapuso Mo, Jessica Soho (KMJS). Ang concise ng mga ibinahagi niya kung paano bumuo ng isang kwento. Dapat talaga laging may puso at isang public service ang pag-bo-broadcast. 

UTS. Kada session dito para kaming nasa therapy session healing our inner child. Grabe ang trauma dump. Pero Mx. grabe naman ang workload. Ang heavy naman. Pero so far naeenjoy ko naman ang mga journal entries ko. Napakagaling din nung short interactions namin per activity na mas nakikilala ko mga blockmates ko. 

Groupings. Puro kami groupings at ito ay ginagawa sa pamamagitan ng roleta. So far maayos naman ang mga kagrupo ko. Ang tatalino nilang lahat. Iba-iba ng manifestations ng talino. Pero ang huhusay nila sobra. Nakakainspire matuto at makipag-collaborate ng idea.

Ayan na ang MIDTERMS EXAMS na wala namang masyadong ganap. Buti naman. Na-meet na rin namin ang lahat ng prof namin sa wakas. Pero 'di weekly ang meeting namin. Every other week kami usually. 

By the way , 

PAIKOT-PAIKOT (2022)

 VERSE 1

O bakit ba?...

Tanong nang tanong, ‘di mapakali

Ang mga pangamba ay kinukubli

 

Saan ko ba matatagpuan?

Ang sarili ko dahil ‘di ko na ito namumukhaan

 

Saan ko ba matatagpuan?

Ang katapusan ng kwentong ‘di ko kayang matuldukan

 

CHORUS

O bakit ba parang paikot-ikot lang ako?

Dito sa mundo.

Bumabalik lagi sa umpisa...

Kailan kaya maabot ang dulo?

 

O bakit ba parang naiwan na ako?

Dito sa mundo.

Bumabalik lagi sa nakaraan...

Kailan kaya maabot ang wakas?

 

VERSE 2

Kailan ba ako matututo?

Na sa isinulat kong kwento

 

Ako lang ang magpapalaya

Sa kulungan kong kabanata

 

Aabot ba ako sa dalampasigan na hindi ko naman matanaw?

Aabot pa kaya sa kinabukasan na sumisikat ang araw?

 

BRIDGE

Samantalang sila ay mahimbing na natutulog

Ako naman ay parating nasusunog

Sa mga alaalang pilit hinahalughog

 

CHORUS


SONGWRITER'S NOTE:

Naranasan niyo na bang magpunta sa isang lugar pero parang hindi ka makarating sa pupuntahan mo kasi paikot-ikot ka lang. ganoon din ang naging pakiramdam ko. Isang bagay ang pilit kong 'di ginagawa at nililimutan pero bumabalik lagi sa umpisa. Lahat ng pinaghirapan ko ay nawalang parang bula. Subalit, ako ay babangon at tatakbuhin ang buhay hanggang marating ang dulo nito. Ako ay susulat na baon ang pag-asa na ang kabanatang ito ay mairaraos hanggang maisatitik ang wakas.

SINAG (2022)

[Alay sa Ina ng Kaliwanagan, Immaculada Concepcion, at Nuestra Señora de Guadalupe]


 Sa dilim ng gabi

Inaantay ang sinag parati

Nang ang loob ay bumuti


Sa yanig ng lupa

Ang ngalan mo ay laman ng dila

Nananalangin iligtas tuwina


Ang sinag ng araw

Sa pag-ibig ay nagpapalinaw

Kahit saan man ay natatanaw


Ang sinag ng buwan

Yumayakap sa 'king kapanglawan

Inaaliw akong nasasaktan


Tanglawan kaming lagi aming Ina

Sa mundong puno ng hapis at dalita

Dalhin kami sa kahariang maligaya





IMPERMANENTE (2022)

Ang bulaklak ay nalalanta

Natutuyo ang tubig sa lawa

Ang araw ay lumulubog

Ang kahoy ay nasusunog


Ang mga tao rin ay nabubura

Impermanente ang lahat ng nakikita

Ang naririnig, nahahawakan, at natitikman

Masusunog, lulubog, matutuyo, malalanta...


Saglit lang ang ating oras sa takbo tungo sa katapusan...

Ano ang atin pa ang panghahawakan

Sa mundong lahat ay nabibitawan

Sa mundong lahat ay panandalian

IBONG WALANG PUGAD (2022)

 Ibong malayang lumilipad

Saan man ay 'di magalugad

Ang uuwian niyang pugad

Ang karapatan ay hinubad


Indiong binansagang mangmang at tamad

Sa sariling lupa wari'y kapus-palad

Mahanap ang kalayaan ang tanging hangad

Nang sa matayog na lipad ay matulad


Mga tigre, buwaya, at buwitre

Sa bayan ay patuloy na nanabotahe

Ang mga ibong walang pugad na tirahan

Ngayon ay titindig at babasagin ang inyong katahimikan




KASINUNGALINGAN SA PATAG NG PAGKAINIP (2022)

Hinarana ng awitin at matatamis na wika-wika

Tutuldukan lang pala ang kwentong kinakatha


Pananagutan raw ang aking nadarama

Sa ere ay bibitawan lang pala akong nag-iisa


Tanging ikaw lamang ang pangako

Sa pader ng puso ko naiwang nakapako


Dati'y katotohanan sa dagat ng panaginip

Ngayo'y kasinungalingan sa patag na pagkainip


Pareho ang nadarama sa una

Hanggang ako na lang ang naiwan sa umpisa


Pag-ibig atin nang natagpuan pero...

Binitawan dahil lang sa 'king biglaang pagpreno


"Pag-ibig na kaya?" 

Marahil ay hindi dahil kapwa tayo'y 'di handa



NATATANGING PAGLALAKBAY (2022)

Tayo ay mga diamanteng pinipino ng oras

Sa pagdating ng araw tayo na ay kumikinang na kwintas


Lahat tayo ay lumalago bawat araw

Huwag tayo magpapigil sa pagtanglaw


Tayo ay isang malawak at blangkong pisara

Naghihintay makulayan ng lungkot at ligaya


Kapwa magtuturo ng sentimiento ng buhay

Babaunin magpahanggang sa hukay


Tayo ay kinakathang nobela

Masinsin ang pagpili sa gagamiting salita


Nang maliwanag ang pagsasalaysay

Sa natatangi nating paglalakbay




#MAPAGPANGGAP / UNRELEASED WHO AM I PART 1 (2022)


Pagkatuntong sa entablado

Ngiti ang pinapakita sa mundo

Pagkasara ng mga kurtina

Hinuhubad na agad ang maskara


#PABEBE / UNRELEASED WHO AM I PART 1 (2022)



 Parating dumidistansya 

Uhaw naman sa yakap at kalinga

Parating nagsasalita

Parang ngawa lamang na walang kwenta


#PANGARAP / WHO AM I PART 1 (2022)


 

Matayog ang pagaspas ng aking mga pakpak

Sa himpapawid na hangari’t balak ay nakatatak

Aabutin mayroon mang pumigil at humatak

Ako ay babangon at magtatagumpay sa kabila ng pagkakabagsak

#BALIW / WHO AM I PART 1 (2022)


Tila may tae sa pwet

Kaya ang kulit-kulit

Tila may reglang malagkit

Laging ang sungit-sungit


#SAWI / WHO AM I PART 1 (2022)



Lumalabas ang tagong lihim

Mga bubog at mga patalim

Niyayapos ng gabing madilim

Habang nakakulong sa salamisim


PANAGINIP LANG, PANAGINIP NGA (2022)

Sa mumunting panahong ipinasilip

Naalimpungatan din sa maikling pagkakaidlip

Na hindi tayo ang makapupuno o magiging panakip


Sinubukan naman natin hindi ba?

Ngunit 'yon lang ang oras na ipinahintulot sa'ting dal'wa

Na maging magkakilala at estrangherong may alaala


 Wari isang panaginip lang, panaginip nga

Dahil tayo ay dumilat at nagising na

Sa katotohanang 'di tayo para sa isa't isa


TALO (2022)

 Isinusulat sa bawat pahina ng nobela

Mga salitang hindi mabigkas ng dila


Sa likod ng bawat mahahabang litanya

Nandoon ang sundalong talunan sa giyera

 

Nakalupaypay na agad ang iyong mga braso

Wala pa ngang laban tinanggap na ang pagkatalo


Tinakpan ang ilaw na dapat itanglaw sa mundo

Gumilid ang bida na dapat gumitna sa entablado


Nakikipagbunong-braso sa sarili

Nilalabanan ang mga luha at ngiti


Pilit na ipinagbubunyi

Ang kasawian kong parati


Ako ba ay habambuhay na talunan

Kung sarili ko lang naman ang kalaban


Magpapatalo ba ako sa madilim na yugto

O aakyatin ang balong pinagbagsakan ko


Ang iyong mga pakpak na nakatiklop

Iwagayway at lumipad saan mang lupalop


Tuklasin, halughugin, at liparin

Ang taas ng sa buhay mong hangarin




HINDI AKO ANG IYONG TIPO (2022)

Hindi ako ang iyong tipo

Malayong-malayo

Ang agwat ng ikaw at ako

Sinlawak ng karagatang Pasipiko


Ako itong nagsusumiksik

Sa buhay ay mistulang tinik

Hindi nababagay kahit saan

Lalo na sa puso ninuman


Hindi ako ang iyong tipo

Sobra-sobra ang layo

Kaya't hahanga na lang ako

Sa distansyang tanaw ko ang tulad mo


NAIWAN SA NAKARAAN (2022)

 Ilang tula pa ba ang iaalay sa iyo?

Ilang liham pa ba ibibigay sa iyo?

'Di ba ako nagsasawa

Dahil sa iyo ito'y lipas na


Ang dami kong katanungan

Ngunit walang kasagutan

Dahil ako ay napaglipasan

Naiwan sa nakaraan


Nakulong na sa mga rehas

Gawa ng imahinasyong matalas

Kailan kaya makakaalpas sa pagkabiyak

Sa pag-ibig na kupas na ako lang ang humahawak


O SAN HUDAS TADEO (2022)

O San Hudas Tadeo

Pintakasi ng mga nawalan ng pag-asa sa mundo

Samahan kami sa paglalakbay sa buhay na ito

Ikaw ang nagdadala ng sa amin ng dagling saklolo


O San Hudas Tadeo

'Wag hayaang mawalay kami sa Panginoong Hesukristo

Nang mapanatag ang loob naming puno ng pagkalito

Panalangin namin at pagsinta namin ay walang hinto


O San Hudas Tadeo

Sa iyong pagkandili inilalagay namin ang buhay na ito

Saklolohan kami sa karagatan ng kalungkutan sa mundo

Hanggang nandirito sa bayang puno ng tagumpay at pagkabigo



SA ULAP KASAMA ANG AMING YAKAP (2022)

Maningning na tala sa kalangitan

Gabay sa gitna ng karimlan


Ngayon ikaw ay naglalakbay

Patungo sa kabilang buhay


Ngayon kami ay nagluluksa

Nangungulila sa iyong pagkawala


Titingala kami sa mga ulap

Umaasang dala-dala mo ang aming mga yakap


Mahal ka namin, Tati! <3 

Hanggang sa muling pagkikita natin sa kabilang buhay <3

ISKOWENTO: SIMULA NG PAGLALAKBAY BILANG ISKOLAR NG BAYAN (2022)

    Today, we had a meeting with our professor in Intro to Communication and Media; and boy, the connection and discussion was vibrant, spontaneous, and supercalifragilisticexpialidocious. She and my block mates were well-spoken, of course I am within the Mass Comm peeps. She shared with us her unforgettable experiences as an instructor and how PUP excels in producing students with creativity, high-intellect, and professionalism. Students being out-of-the-box in terms of producing output is her absolute delight. Seeing things from different perspective and being on your toes ready to pop your creative juices. Listing our ideas in a notebook or our phones was her tip because we will need many of those as we venture into this program. 

This marks the beginning of my life as an aspiring broadcaster and an Iskolar ng Bayan.

Gagamitin ang karunungang mula sa iyo, para sa bayan.

TAHANAN, SINTA (2022)

Masusumpungan sa simpleng gawa

Ang gusaling may payak na istruktura

Kapag pag-ibig ang s'yang ipinunla

Ang bahay ay magiging tahanan, sinta

FILIPINOLOHIYA AT PAMBANSANG KAUNLARAN ISLOGAN (2022)

 

Mahalimuyak na wika

Pumulas sa masining na dila


Kumikislap na kultura

Sa samu't saring pook makikita 


Ginintuang panitikan

Kwentong 'wag kalilimutan


Magiting na kasaysayan

Sinulat at pinanday ng pag-ibig sa bayan


Ilawan ng karunungang-bayan

Itatanglaw sa lupang tinubuan

ROSARIO (2022)

Sa bawat maliliit na butil ng rosario

Panalangin ang alay para sa mundo

Sa bawat Aba Ginoong Maria

Ang bayang Pilipinas sa 'yo ay sumisinta


Tulad ng bawat isang misteryo

Gayon din ang bumabalot sa buhay ng tao

Mayroong tuwa at hapis

Mayroong liwanag at luwalhating matamis 


Ina namin sa langit 

Ang rosario aming inaawit

Kaya't sa oras ng sa mundong sakit

Saklolo mo sa ami'y ilawit






HALIMUYAK (2022)

Ang bangong humahalimuyak

Iba sa taong sa lupa'y nakatapak

Ito'y mistulang mumunting pakpak

Patungo sa langit na tagumpay ay tiyak


Turuan kami't ilawan munting rosas

Sa langit kami'y ipamintuhong wagas

Nang makawala sa kamunduang posas

Dalhin kami sa Ama na nasa Itaas


Happy Fiesta St. Therese of the Child Jesus!

'DI ROM-COM NA PELIKULA (2022)

Ang kwento natin ay 'di pang-rom-com na pelikula

Iba ang sukat, sangkap, at timpla

Medyo manamis-namis sa umpisa

Hanggang sa naging mapait ang lasa


Ako ay kaibigan mo lamang sa istorya

Tagamasid, tagasigaw, at tagahanga

Hindi ako at hindi magiging ako ang bida

Sa akdang isinulat para sa inyong dalawa




PARA SA OFW (2022)

Ang baon ko sa aking pag-alis

Ang pangarap, pagsisikap, at pagtitiis

Sa pamilyang minamahal na labis

Sa pag-unlad na ninanais-nais


Nangibang-bayan para itanim

Ang butong inaasahang tumubo at umusbong

Kasabay ng panalangin at paggawang taimtim

Sa kinabukasang masagana at mayabong


Itinuturing na mga bagong bayani

Inuuna ang iba kaysa ang sarili

Ang kanyang pamilya ang pinipili

Na handugan ng ngiti sa mga labi


Isang mainit at mahigpit na yakap

Para sa mga Pilipinong lumipad

Alang-alang sa pagtupad ng pangarap

Alang-alang sa maginhawang hinaharap

APOY (2022)

Ang apoy na kumokonsumo

Sa dibdib kong nanlulumo

Bitbit-bitbit na ng sandaang siglo

Buhat sa damdaming tinatago

Para hindi masilayan ng mundo


Ang pusong naglalagablab sa loob

Doon nagbabaga kaya't nakukulob

Kaya't nagliyab at tuluyang tumataob 

'Di na makatakbo ang damdaming nagdurobdob

Nasunog ang pag-asa sa pagkasubsob


Natutunaw ang tao 'pag ang mundo'y nagugunaw

Nalulusaw ang daigdig 'pag ang pag-ibig ay pumanaw

Hindi man makagalaw ang damdamin naman ay nagsusumigaw

Ulan ay pumapatak habang tirik na tirik ang araw

Ganoon 'pag ang saya at lungkot salitan kung dumalaw


EWAN KO BA? (2022)

Ewan ko ba?

Tinuruan ko na lang makalimot

Ang puso kong tanga

Sa mga nakaraang masalimuot


Siguro ganoon na nga

Kapag ikaw ay isang duwag 

Sa mga problema

Ikaw ay hindi makapalag


Ganyan ka na lang ba?

Habang buhay iiwas at tatakas

Magbago ka na

Harapin ang buhay at maging malakas

MASALIMUOT NA TELESERYE (2022)

Solusyon ang panawagan at hinahanap

Ng mga Pilipinong nagpupursigi at nangangarap 

Para maiahon ang Inang Bayang sadlak sa hirap

Ngayon at sa mas magaan na hinaharap


Ang masang araw-araw nagdarahop 

Sa kasalanan ng trapong bulok

Apektado ang Pilipino kahit saang lupalop

Sa utang ng nagdaang lider na nakaluklok


Isa ngang masalimuot na teleserye

Ang buhay nating mga mamamayan

Lahat na yata ng uri ng peste

Sinalakay tayo pwera ang makapangyarihan








WALANG TAKAS (2022)

 Hindi pa isinisilang ay may kasalanan na

Wala pang ginagawa ay mayroon ng sentensya


Nakatali agad ng mga tanikala ang mga paa

Kahit hindi pa natututong ilapat ang talampakan sa lupa


Hindi pa nga alam kung paano magbilang 

Mayroon na agad siyang babayarang utang


Parang wala na tayong takas, wala ng kawala

Sa buhay natin dito sa lupang sadlak sa dusa


Kung mayroon mang kahit mumo ng pag-asa

Lilimusin ko agad upang makayanan ang bigat na dala-dala

YAPAK (2022)

 Nilakad natin nang nakayapak

Ang daanang lubak-lubak

Tayo na ay unti-unting nawawasak

Hanggang 'di namalayang bumabagsak


Lango at lasing na sa alak

Sa oras na pumapatak

Habang ang puso'y nabibiyak

Ang mata'y iyak nang iyak


Ikaw at ako sabay nating tinahak

Ang paglalakabay na hindi tiyak

Ang inaakala nating ginto't pilak

Puno pala ng sindak at sadlak

UNIVERSITY SERIES: THE UNSOLICITED REVIEW (2022)


    Disclaimer: This might contain spoilers for the series. So, if you have not finished reading it I suggest to return here once you complete the series. Also I am not a professional so do not take any of this personal. Thank you and enjoy reading.

    Hello, I finished reading Our Yesterday's Escape (OYE) today. Thus, I completed University Series by 4reuminct. I thought that I would share my thoughts about it: how I felt reading it, my ranking of the stories and characters, and my over-all unsolicited review of the series. 

    It has been hours, after I finished OYE (Kierra and Ciandre's story). So I guess that would affect my judgments hehe.

    It was last year, 2021, when I started reading The Rain In España (TRIE), which was the first story in the Univ Series. It was suggested to me by my friend and it was trending at that time so why not give it a shot. I will just drop it if I do not like it, fortunately I enjoyed it (even though I said to myself that I will not like anything that is vanilla especially if it was a straight relationship). I paused for a while and read another story by binibiningmia, and returned to reading the series and finshed it the same year. I wanted to read OYE once it's completed. That's why I read it this year because it's finally completed (sadly, I was spoiled about the ending in TikTok).

Without further ado, let's start with how I felt reading each book in chronological order.

1.The Rain In España (TRIE)


    It was confusing at first because they were in a club and were mentioning brands of alcoholic beverages, which I'm not familiar with. But looking back, it was smart and cute and nostalgic to start it with them drinking in a bar during their college years and introduced us the characters. Luna and Kalix's story is vanilla, a very typical romance. It was special to me because it features university in the UAAP especially the Big Four (ADMU, UP, DLSU, and UST). Luna from UST studying BS Architecture and Kalix from ADMU studying BS Legal Management later on went to  Ateneo Law School. Their personality were opposite and that's what made it exciting. The conflicts were not as heavy as the other stories but it was because it's a series that's why conclusions will be in the last story. Luna's humor and Kalix's cold demeanor was a match-made in heaven. I also liked...(I will share this even though it is completely embarassing but here goes nothing)... I also liked their intimate scenes. And I will not accept any questions, char. I guess because Kalix was so caring and so careful doing it especially in New York. Okay moving forward, this was not my favorite, but it was a good start for the writer and for the story to unfold later on. It gave us foundation on who are the characters and their possible route for their story. I also loved when Luna gave us what their jobs were after graduating so it was a nice start over-all.


2. Safe Skies, Archer (SSA)

    This was completely new in terms of romance novels for me as newbie reader. Yanna trampled upon the complete Maria Clara concept of how a woman should act and present herself. It was captivating and heartwarming (I think I would use this word a lot in the next series so I would use it's synonyms).  Their love story escalated from being fubus, which was a unique take for the author, to being parents and later on a clingy married couple. It was something that was never portrayed before but the trope that "we should not fall in love" is a classic Wattpad take on the story. Yanna is from FEU (or piyu as she would call it) studying BS Tourism and Hiro from DLSU studying BS Mechanical Engineering and earning hours in FlyingAsia to become a pilot, which later on he will pursue in Florida. The part when Yanna told her back story how she was bullied for having developed features, her mother being an adult performer, and being called inappropriate names and sexualized has opened that perverts will disrespect you regardless of what you wear. The double standard is also highlighted in the book where a sexually-active woman is shamed while a man is praised for doing the same thing. The part that breaks my heart is when Yanna knew she was pregnant and the inevitable flight of Hiro to America to pursue his dreams and take care of his dad. The date where they hiked and Hiro hugged Yanna's tummy broke me. The lines (non-verbatim) were "yakap tayo ng daddy mo, anak" was my tears cue to fall. Also the moment Yanna wrote her letter to Hiro mentioning "Safe Skies, Archer" was a WoW moment to me for it gave a nod to the title of the novel. Their 18+ scenes were almost everywhere making it tiresome for me but I think it was because of the fubu situation so it made sense. Over-all it was a good story and a favorite.


3. Chasing in the Wild (CITW)

    This was Sevi's redemption story. From being the second lead to Luna and the one who made Kalix and Hiro jealous to being in his own romance story with Elyse. I liked that Elyse gave us a fresh perspective outside the friend group of Luna.  Sevi's sense of humor mixed with Elyse's sassiness is the perfect combination. Sevi studying BS Civil Engineering in UST while Elyse studies BS Applied Corporate Management in DLSU to be the heiress of the Ledezma Company of her dad. They met in Elyse's debut, which I think is a good starting point in a romance story and ended with their wedding so it became a full-circle moment in this novel. This story featured UAAP Competitions especially Basketball and Cheerleading. The events are portrayed as accurate as what we watch in live-telecast in television. Their love story is somehow felt like a basic story too, but that doesn't mean it's bad; it's just that the other stories are better. Ida was introduced as Elyse's bestfriend and she is independent and a unique character that help developed Elyse's character. Kuya Roel also has become a witness to the romance of the two because he was Elyse's driver that drives her or them to their dates. The second lead tropes are present in the story to move the plot, but the second leads are not the ones we root. They were obviously flirting with the lead who is already in a relationship. This also introduced Shan as a protective brother to Elyse. Knowing Elyse being a fashionista I liked her "Material Girl" vibes and Sevi being an athlete made sense in my fantasy. So over-all, it's just a step higher than TRIE and a step lower in terms of unique plot than SSA.

4. Avenues of the Diamond (AOTD)

    When I read this story, I knew I was bound to fall in love with the characters. This story includes tropes like arranged marriage and enemies to lovers (which is my ultimate favorite). Sam is from Ateneo studying AB Communication and Clyden studies BS Biology in UP Manila and pursued Med School after. I love the one-house trope that is probably a sub-genre of arranged marriage trope because it showed them as housemates who loved bickering with each other. Clyden's sarcasm and Sam's charm sold the story. The way Clyden delivers his sarcastic lines that is secretly implying that he cares and he is inlove. He fell first then Sam fell too with his efforts like cooking her packed lunch and helping her sober from parties. Sam's extrovert side was a facade she showed throughout, but upon reading this story it showed that the pressure of always being prim and proper expectation plus the family problems that involved politics exhausts her. She always choose to wallow in her own pain and building walls so that she will not burden other people was something relatable. I love her trait that she always check up on her friends. Naomi was one notable character throughout. She was closing her doors to Sam, but Sam knew that she is like her. She like building walls too. And that pushed Sam to really get to know her sister. Her death opened my eyes on suicide and it is something that we should destigmatize and spread awareness about. Mental health is highlighted in this series. It is as important as our physical health. Moving forward I love Clyden's straightforwardness and not being torpe when Sam comes back here in Philippines after working as a model, a Victoria Secret Angel, and a socialite in America. The paparazzi was a part of the conflict, which is a good choice especially in Sam's job. Clyden is also vulnerable towards Sam, which I love to see that men can be sensitive too. It's theme about politics, one that Clyden feels passionate about, is also a great reminder to be smart in choosing who to vote for. Over-all this was a favorite-favorite, which showed that the author is driven to tell this heartwarming story. Side note: I just wished it included their marriage because it's an arranged marriage trope, but it was included later on so nevermind.  

5. Golden Scenery of Tomorrow (GSOT)

    This story is a masterpiece by 4reuminct because it gave us a background of their high school days, how the barkada is formed, and showed a glimpse of their future partners high school life too. I also commend the effort that came in to writing this plus the official soundtrack that made me so kilig. I listened to it while reading the story so the feels were really lovely. My favorites were the Ginintuang Tanawin, which is a nod to its title, it's well-written and is accompanied by heartfelt tune. The friends to lovers trope with a lot of sideways and zigzags is a cute choice for this story. Via's story is a also a heartbreaking one because she has a golden voice unfortunately she was traumatized by her mother's addiction to fame, which broke her. Via chose to pursue BS Architecture in UST because of her Tita (the one who pays for her tuition and after graduation she will work for) and Arkin studied BA Film in UP Diliman. They planned to go to the same university in college but Via failed to pass in UP and Arkin applied to UP because he became passionate in photography and music (playing instruments and singing). The two friends who were inseparable in high school found themselves parting ways. They are still seeing each other from time to time, but there is the gap that is growing between them. Arkin's commercial sidelines turned to a sudden rose to fame as he becomes an actor. Via's trauma to performing and being a public figure like her mom becomes the story's conflict. The story featured how people especially Filipinos are die-hard fanatics of love-team culture, which the story gave another perspective into. Not all loveteams we see on-screen are lovers in real life, different from what the fans expect. The constant attack of paparazzi to Arkin and Clea dragged Via into the picture, which opened a wound that was supposedly healed. The moment they broke up and Via going to Spain reminded me of OFWs (I cried a lot when they were packing her bags and she entrusted her tasks to her siblings). I love how they featured that, it was an accurate representation of how OFWs are when they are leaving. The moment Arkin went to Spain to perform is a bittersweet moment for Via because of what happened and her emotions. I was really passionate in writing this so over-all it was a favorite-favorite-favorite. The epilogue that gave a nod to the title by giving the twist that it was a movie that Arkin was directing was a WoW moment for me.  

6. Our Yesterday's Escape (OYE)

    This was the last for the series, and it took me a year to read it because I was waiting for it to be completed. And I must say that it's worth the wait. The story revolves around Kierra from UST studying Architecture and Shan who graduated from DLSU with a degree in Psychology and is studying in DLSU Law School. The themes presented in this story is not for the faint of heart. It focuses on abuse verbally and physically, which was experienced by our protagonists. Reading this felt heavy on my part, so occasionally I would take a breather just to process what I have read and continue when I am ready to divulge myself into this ocean of trauma. What Shan have went through with his Father was something a child should not experience. Being on the receiving end of the anger in your family because of their failed marriage and ego of Alfred is a heavy and heartbreaking parts that broke me reading this novel. While Kierra, on the other hand, on her abusive relationship with his boyfriend and breaking all her romantic notions about love broke me the same because I also happened to be hopeless romantic too. Consuming romantic stories may it be on books and shows and movies is my fave. But, most importantly, I am a sucker for tragic romance stories that's why this happens to be my favorite out of all the novels in the series. This just feels right reading it. It opened the point of views of the characters that have intrigued ever since the beginning. Kierra who is a fierce woman from her friends POV is a hopeless romantic who doesn't want people to pity her.  Shan, a walking heartbreak and a playboy, who is secretly a softie who is good in a lot of things except committing to a relationship because of his trauma. What an unlikely combination of character. Kudos to 4reumcint. The ending in OYE is my favorite next to GSOT. My favorite scene was their own wedding in the rain. Shan waiting in the podium and Kierra walking in the aisle is so heartbreaking and heartwarming at the same time. Knowing that that wedding is their real wedding and they never got the chance to celebrate it with the people that they cherish the most. The message that Lawyers who choose to fight for the right thing always die young because of the people in power who choose to hide their dirt. Shan is an inspiration. I cried a lot in this story especially in their eulogies and Kierra updating Shan everytime she travels to his dream destinations. Over-all, this was the best and congratulations to our author. Don't mind them haters who hate this kind of route of the story, because I thought it was the best.


RANKING OF THE NOVEL IN THE SERIES:

1.OYE

2.GSOT

3.AOTD

4.SSA

5.CITW

6.TRIE


RANKING OF THE MALE PROTAGONISTS:

1. CLYDEN

2. SEVI

3. ARKIN

4. KALIX

5. SHAN

6. HIRO

(I love them all! I just ranked them based on who I would date in real life, not that they would want to date me though)


RANKING OF THE FEMALE PROTAGONISTS:

1. VIA

2. LUNA

3. YANNA

4. SAM

5. KIERRA

6. ELYSE

(I love them all! I just ranked them based on who is the most relatable to me)


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